It's my Life, ♥ ♥ ♥

Changes

2011-08-18T03:19:00.000-07:00

Awww,Wish i can have a body like this

Seriously,no joke,It's time to DIET

Am totally tired off seeing my big fat tummy

I'm so fat and unhealthy

DIET PLAN ON !

Wish Me Luck :)

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.

2011-08-15T06:39:00.000-07:00

Helloooo People,Hellooo world !! :))

Raining out there and i'm alone..

Listening to some R&B,thinking of some scene..lol.

I was thinking about everything happened around me.

It's probably a good time to sitting down here and BLOG !!

Every single things happened in our life is to teaches us.

There are tons of problems happening around us ! youknowiknow

The world is not a problem; the problem is your unawareness!!

Reality hits hard. fucking Think about it dude !!!

It's either you deal with it,or you can be fucking sure that the reality is going to deal with you.

Live your life to the fullest ! Don't live for the sake of living !

There are tons of people out there who don't even have the chance to live !

A lot of ppl wanna go to heaven, but they don't wanna die;

a lot of ppl wanna become millionaire, but they don wanna put any effort.

We should knows that,the world is ours !

Only negative people who limits themselves !

you should always know..

Life's unpredictable. Have you gave your best to your life?

Till Then

xoxo

[HK Movie] Love Is The Only Answer (人約離婚後)

2011-08-14T21:17:00.000-07:00

Alohaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! I went to watch [HK Movie] Love Is The Only Answer (人約離婚後) last Friday with the Bfie.

At Bo (Charmaine Sheh) and Keung (Alex Fong) wedding banquet, the screen was playing their romantic scenes when it suddenly changed to Keung having sex with a sexy woman. Bo calmly walked onstage and announced divorce and cancelled the wedding on the spot. This incident was widely circulated online.

A year has passed and the single Bo and flirty Keung maintained their relationship as good friends. One day, the womanising Keung brought Bo to a wife swapping party. The conservative Bo wanted to leave, but Keung pressurized her into taking part. In the party, they met Kit (Him Law) and his wife Man Lai (Kelly Fu). The four developed a romantic and passionate relationship…. On the other hand, while another wedding banquet was playing a romantic clip of its groom (Jason Chan) and bride (Anjaylia Chan), something unexpectedly appeared onscreen…

I was curious, do people really swap their wife/ husband ? If they do, which mean they do not really love their partners aren't they ? Or they might just want to satisfy themselves. From this Movie, I've learnt, if two peoples are meant to each other, no matter how many obstacles they had through, how long they had separated, or what had they did, they eventually will be back together again. ♥

2011-08-12T19:36:00.000-07:00

Life is definitely not easy for any of us.

Seriously, I've worries for tons of problems continuousness
Things are driving me crazy,temper are getting bad
Bad things happen for you to learn something perhaps !

Trust yourself,not the others
Girls,always prepare for the worst,fight for the best :)

A Fool can become a Genius when he thinks he is a Fool.
But a Genius can become a Fool when he thinks he is a Genius.

People grow through experience if they meet life honestly and courageously.
This is how character is built.

Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice

Always remember, Never let the hand you hold, hold you down.

Smile :) & FIGHT FOR YOUR DREAM !

2011-08-12T02:03:00.001-07:00

As we grow up,

we learn that even the one person

that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will.

You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts.

You'll fight with your best friend

or maybe even fall in love with them,

and you'll cry because time is flying by.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much,

forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt.

Life comes with no guarantees,

no time outs, no second chances.

you just have to live life to the fullest,

tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off,

speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand,

comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up,

stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts.

Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all,

live in the moment

because every second you spend angry

or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Smile :)

FIGHT FOR YOUR DREAM !

Finally turned 20 ♥

2011-08-08T23:27:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday to my self ♥ ♥ ♥ I've turned 20 last Wednesday, on 03 August.
I hate to say this, just the fact is, I started scared of celebrating my birthday, cuz, means you're older a year. I wanna be 18 young girl foreverrrrrrr.. Sobb.. Sobb.. :( I am 20 but my parents look at me like a baby.. Wth ?!! You all just too protective.. It is time to let me freee!! Geez.. Everyone has their Birthday wish right? I got 3, I'll share the 2 of them to you guys.. First wish is, Me and all people around me, will a very gret fortune and stay healthy.. Second wish is, I wanna be 18 again :pp.. Third wish, I want to keep for myself.

This didn't make a big celebration for my birthday, will make a very grand grand next year.

He always Being by myside.

Chu :-*

ILY.

He is my Baby Bitch <3 Sweetie, Thank You for always be by myside when there's no one for me anymore.

If I am a boy, I'll choose to be my GF. SERIOUSLY!

The Baby Boy

Cam Whore- ing

Even it is my Birthday, I still need to go to school.

Everybody: *From the left* Samuel, Dear Dear, Me, Ken Ken, Wendy, Ah Min, Ah Tshung, Peanutz, Xiao Ping, and baby Minnie.

Thank You :)

All in all, a great way to grow older.
Diana, you did very great, now you've grown, be smarter, prettier, cuter, slimmer, gorgeous, beautiful, richer, happier.
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[ Improving every single year ] :)

This insecurities is killing

2011-07-29T00:00:00.000-07:00

HELL YEAH ! I've been distracted by this matter for barely a week, this insecurities and jealousy is just killing me deeply. This is not just because of the insecurities or whatever, it is also about what have you did to me, and it is still haunting me.. It leaves scars okay! Take note of that you boy.. I think I am scared of losing you, gonna kill myself for typing this so, making confession here, I love you so much.. At the same time, I hate you, unfortunately this hate leads me more to loving you.. ~~Damit !~~ Could you just make me feel safe?!! I never asked anything from you, just some security.. Idk why, i can't truly trust you for what I've been through.. SERIOUSLY ! I think you didn't really get what I want.. I feel so pathetic of myself. It is not a breaking news anymore, we had the same problem every year, i can't believe this, it comes to us every year on July.. I wish it would be ended soon, because i am pretty sure, i am exhausted for this.. Please do some effort.. okay? But at the end of the day, you’ll never understand how do i really feel. Never did, never will.

Btw, My 20th birthday is coming, on 3rd of Aug.. Hell Yeahhh ! I feel not really wanna celebrate my birthday.. Sigh.. Thinking just have a swim on my bday, and someone special offer me that.. Thanks :) You cheered me.. Urhmm, I did thought of drunk myself too.. So yeahh.. Gonna be a boring 20th birthday.. Simple is the best.. Am I right ?

-Lastly, I Miss You So Much-

I am the baddest Bitch

2011-07-06T01:50:00.000-07:00

#This Post doesn't attaching to anybody, only an opinion of mine :)

Everyone's grown up, met various kind of peoples, all of them having different personalities. I treat people pretty nice no matter how they have treated me, yet, sometimes you just hard to bear with it, if someone treating you the way are so pussy or bitchy for very frequently, you sure will fed up someday, TRUST ME! Humans do have the limitation, they would also become a bitch once they want to express how they aren't satisfied the way you're treating them. So remember, peoples do will burst one day, so treat people nicely, and people will treat you the same way. I am actually exhausted of keep pampering others feeling tho. xoxo You know I Love you <3

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#Even an Angel could become a bitch !

Run a Business

2011-07-01T21:45:00.000-07:00

Diana is always the best the way she is.

You should know that I am running an online business if you did update about my daily life through Facebook. Prettylicious Closet is my online business page, to be honest, a business isn't easy to run if you're not smart enough *I m not smart too* hahahaha Some more, I am still study and I have to be smart on managing my time, till now, I am still fail on managing my time :/. This is only for me to gain experience, for me to earn some small income, my business could be consider as succeed, since I haven't getting any lose income *touchwood* This is not enough for me yet, I have a bigger dream to achieve. I've learned a lot from business, I think it does lead me into mature world, you can't acting like ~~small baby~~ when you're dealing with business, especially with your customers, I have a lot of customers complaining sometimes, but that is what business world is. I do ever been reported as a Cheater too, yet it makes me stronger, and lesson learned. I think I am grown up. Let's do it Diana !

thanks to whom are supporting me all the way on my business, especially the bfie. :)

Tonight going to watch Transformer, and it is Saturday, whoooooooots!!

God is always with you

2011-07-01T21:26:00.000-07:00

Good Morning Fellowssssss! I am so free this few days, that's why you can see I keep of updating my blog, *Hopefully peoples will still drop into my blog and read what is actually I've been through* Something happened to a friend of me, actually, we are not really friend, because we never talked to each other, he is my bfie's friend. He had an accident while working in the Bfie's factory, and doctor advised that his hand have to be cut off. My bfie was very depress that time, I am sorry dear I can't do anything, I do really trying to cheer him up, and I feel, I actually do not have to cheer him, he just wanted me to be by his side.

I am such a silly girl, ain't me ?

I am very proud of the guy, he manage to handle everything, he manage to accept this, I prayed for him the whole night on the day he is going to be operate. God sure have his own reason why he chose this.

GET WELL SOON YEAH !!

The Bfie's Birthday. :)

2011-07-01T06:25:00.000-07:00

Just wanna have a short update about the Bfie Birthday on 21 May 2011, because this year is special than the past. I bought something to him. First time bought a meaningful stuff to him, actually his previous birthday presents do meaningful too. Yet, not as meaningful as this one. I earn money for this, didn't eat for this, I kept my expenses that my daddy gave me. At the same time, I can diet too right ? hahaha I actually never thought I can afford to buy this to him, but finally I made it. Congrats to me. I hope the Bfie will love it. It cost RM1050, get some discounts too. Honestly, I never bought such expensive thing for my own. I just want him to be happy. That's all :) ILY ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! Mont Blanc Wallet

He even sleep with it. Just hope you'll like it. I bought such an expensive stuff to you from my first business earns.

ILYSM ! ♥

♥ Dear Dear, Don't forget to buy me an expensive present too kay ? :p

The most Happiest Trip Ever, HAPPY 3 YEARS ANNIVERSARY my DearDear, Thank For everything ♥ ♥

2011-07-01T02:07:00.000-07:00

The bfie organized a trip for both of us. I was not expected I could actually go,

Because my parents were the most hard level to pass, I was very sure they wouldn't let me go.

So I did not really put to much hope on this trip.

Few weeks later, The bfie asked me about it again, Idk why I felt I should try to ask my parents about this,

I am big enough to have a trip, I am no longer 15 years old little girl which you always did not let to go anywhere, mom and dad, I am an adult who knows how to take care a very good of herself. So, I decided to ask my mom first, my mom did not let me go, but I did not care, I purposely forgot that my mom did not let me go, kept telling her that I was very excited of going the the trip.. I knew my mom could felt how am I really wanted to go, and how excited am I about it.. And finally she let me go. Thank You mom.. ♥

Big day arrived, 21-04-2011, The day we were going to depart, when my bfie picked me, I almost cry, I never left my parents, my family for more thatn2 days. I was abit reluctant to go. Silly girl right ? I was suppose to be happy, ended I felt like crying. Waving to my mom. This made me realize I could not be apart from my family.

On the way to airport, I was a bit quite. I might still can't believe that I could go. I felt, sad.

excited, happy, touched, nervous at the same time. Urgh ! X)

Before departing :)

We were on the plane, and the Bfie was so sleepy he hates being on the plan

Took so much picture with the bfie, we had so much fun..

The Best Bfie ever :D

Sunway Pyramid

Pink Colour VOLKSWAGEN

Seriously, In love with it.

I Love my Colourful Bikini <3

I was not scared at all, I was very excited to get into that thing.

SUNWAY.LAGOON

On the first day, we went to Sunway Lagoon. Ohmaigoshhh.. I fall in love with this place, it looks exactly like my imagination.. A lot of extreme games, swimming pools, it is just so so so shoooooooooooooooo ! AMAZING . Thank you for brought me to Sunway Lagoon my dear.

The games I most love the 360 degree. I Love it. It does scared me. Yet I love the feeling. SERIOUSLY. I wanted to play for the 2nd round. But the bfie seems like can't handle it anymore, so i just give up on playing it for the 2nd time. The bfie getting old. :p

Heavy rain stopped us to continue playing, yet, I do really tired alrdy. Walk with the bfie under rain going back to our hotel, because our hotel, just 5 mins from Sunway. Going back direct fell, and sleep. So So So tired playing those extreme games.

Sleeping time. zzzz Snapped by Samuel.

At night went to Steamboat with Samuel. The most awesome thing was, their foods got cute shape like pigs. It just cute. and I love KL life because there are very crowded, even alrdy 12am, there were still jam @@

The next day went to Sg. Wang to Shopping. OMG ! Clothes here are just too cheap if compared to KK. As low as rm10 per shirt. Wtf ?!

Why does KK doesnt have this price yea ? Hmm.. I was shopping till crazy, even wanna vomit, I think because I got gastric, didn't eat well since I reached KL. Bought a very lot. Hell Yeah. Just grabbed. I love the feeling of shopping till insane. I was decided of shopping alone, because shopping with guys is so not convenient. Aww! :D :D :D But I almost lost inside :(

Cam whoring before went out ^^

Snapped by the Bfie :) Phewittttt

Haagern Dasz :D

DOMO ^^

Bought Kinda lots @@

Our Last destination, GENTING HIGHLAND. Aww..

It is time to back home. Do you actually believe, I cried on the plan, reluctant of leaving that place.

hahahahaha. Such a silly girl, the bfie is planning to have another anniversary trip for both of us.

Can't wait for it.

I DONT WANNA LEAVE !

Neither one of us are happy of going back.

WAS A PRETTY SWEET TRIP I HAD.

ILY Sweetheart :)

I am back !

2011-06-28T06:03:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the hiatus everybody, it's been months since my last updated.

I am not intended for not updating anything, just super duper busy.

A lot of things happened around me, I do want to share with ya'll about my sadness, happiness, and so on..

But time just doesn't let me to do so.. So well, I will update which I unable to blog about before, which like, My 3rd years anniversary trip, that MUST to blog about, my Business, the bfie birthday, and more more more..

Life's gets more easier these days, bfie treat me very sweet. ILY.

Study not in a good condition, have to cope everything before exam. ARGHH !

Only make a short update, before everyone thinks that I am disappear :)

Have a nice day everyone. <333333

Happy 3 Years Anniversary

2011-05-11T09:02:00.000-07:00

I met you at Kinabalu Commercial College(KCC), The first impression when I saw you was, "Yuckssss!!". You was totally not my type, TOTALLY NOT! Days passed, we be friend, We knew each other from my best boy friend, My best boy friend told me that that you interested on me, I don't really bother about it, I was so innocent that time, and was thinking to have a relationship after 20 years old, how funny was that right? hahahaha

You sent me home for like everyday after school.. We exchanged phone number, and guess what, ~~I texted you first..~~ Awwwww!! Because I was bored.. Since the day, we was texting a lot.. And I think we was started crushing each other..

On 21-04-2008, 3 years ago, you finally voiced out wanted me to be your lady, and without hesitated, I accepted.. Time has been passing by quickly and before I last checked the date, it was already 3 years. I’ve already known you for 3 years and we’ve been in a relationship for 3 years(not counting the middle break up). But everything just seems to be longer than ever.Maybe its was the challenges which made everything seemed longer,cause we went through so much and we made it.No doubt there will be more challenges for us in future, but i hope we could walk it through together just like how we used to. Thousands of memories spinning in my mind when I closed my eyes. Sweet/bitter/sour/spicy (angry).

I love you. I love you. I love you.

I love the way you you wanted me to be your girlfriend,
I love the way you teasing me, by calling me "auntie"
I love the way you scolding me, even you were a fierce guy for me before, but I love it
I love the way you advising me about life, and I was started to asleep sometimes.
I love the way you cheer me up or telling something funny when Im down or after you made me angry
I love the way you always say that you are the most handsome guy ever
I love the way you smiling at me
I love the way you concentrating while working
I love the way we always chit chat and talk everything or even gossiping about others
I love the way you refuse ghost movie every time I offer you to watch with me

I love the way you hug me,i love the way you kiss me.

I love,you,you and you.

Remeber these days...?

Mentioned all the sweet memories, yet it's time for some hard time that we had go thru.

On the starting month we got together, we quarreled a very lot.. For like 58372950384 times per day,

Maybe due to we do not really acquaintance, you always pissed me off,

always teased me, I still remember, I was dolled up my self, I just wanted to show you,

When I reached school, you called me auntie in front of my friends. I was so burning, I refused to let you send me home, and we had big quarrel.. It was so funny..

And do you still remember that,
You tried to kiss me, and I rejected, you thought I don't love you and was trying to play your heart,
then I told you I never being kissed. hahahaha

You taught me how to kiss, yes, you are my first kiss.. You taught me to close my eyes when kissing,

it was my first time, I felt so disgusting, why should I stick my mouth with your mouth, and even asked me close my eyes.. hahahahahahaha It's always will be my happiest moment, because you were the one :)

We started understand each other, yet quarreling still..
We always spend time together, do you still remember every time weekend arriving,
I will hug you tightly after you sent me home, because I couldn't see you on Saturday and Sunday,
My parents was very strict and do not let me go out with strangers.

We get through so much tough moment, Yet, our love never changed !

Our first snap.

First time you brought me to Japanese Restaurant,

and we were wearing the same colour of shirt.

This is the first time I pass your birthday with you.

Our outing before school Holiday.

First time we celebrated my birthday together,

Thank you, anyway, do you still remember I almost run from house

because of celebrating my birthday? We came back home around 2am and my mother super pissed for like few weeks.. And I couldn't stand with it and wanted you to bring me to leave my house.. Can consider as running from house lahh.. Lastly, you wanted me to stay, Thank you, if I really left, I might be very regret and miss at mummy so much.

This was took on the day you first bought a new phone for me, W980

You know how happy was me that time ?

But not over 3 months I lost the phone in cinema,

I cried because I had lots pictures in the phone, plus that was the first time you bought me a phone :(

These were taken on the beach.. You know why I love to go to beach? Because I feel it is very romantic can have a walk with someone that I love on the beach.

First time went to Pulau with you. Do you still remember few days before the day we went to Pulau its our 4 monthsarry, but I couldn't see and meet you, I cried hardly, my eyes was very very swollen due to ate the antibiotic that my body refuse to accept and don't know why the earth it made my eyes very swollen. I can't even open my eyes that time. You know how scared am I. I scared I couldn't see you anymore.

After few days our school organized a trip to go to Pulau. You know I was very touched that you filled me up, because you dont want me to walk under those sharp shells. Even it was a small thing for you, it meant a lot for me.

Sent your brother to airport, I love the way I kissed your face. :)

You know I love to eat ice-cream so much, for like HORRIBLY LOVE to eat ice-cream, then you always brought me to eat. And so funny, everytime you made me angry, you'll say "Stop being angry, I spend you eat eat ice-cream" me: OK!! :-*

Our first Valentine’s Day.And you’re the first guy who i had spent this special with.

And I miss your 'flower' !

First time celebrated Christmas with you,

First time went to Water world with you.

Went to Pulau with your relatives

We spent so much time together, sometimes I felt like you've become like me,

and sometimes I felt I've become like you,

Having you in my like change my world a lot. :)

First time went to Labuan with you.

And still remember about the police thinggy,

I thought you gonna sleep into lockup that night, seriously, I was very very scared.

Our very first trip at Karambunai Resort <3

I never thought you would made the love shape from candles, It was truly touched me :')

Went to Little Italy to celebrate something,

Was celebrating because I passed my Law exam for Licence L.

I was just did wrong 3 Q withing 12 mins. Aww!!

09/09/09 means that Forever and ever and everrrrrrrrrr!

hahahaha! You even present me a ring on that day,

On that day your brother ask me to try ring that he said he wanted to give his gf as present

and her finger size like mine, I was actually very envy of the gf,

my bf didnt even care about this,

Night my bf brought me for dinner, and he suddenly gave a ring to me,

that I choose in the afternoon,

It was actually for me, the bf asked the brother to help him choose for me.

Our 2nd Christmas together, with my 'wig'

it looked so not natural.

hahahahaa!

Our second Valentine's Day that fell on the first of Chinese New Year :)

When your arms around me, I feel so secure,

please hold me like this forever,

I dont want to lose this warmth.

I love you, you know it means a lot to me.

You always in my heart.

Always wanna be with youu.. I wish I coul follow you into your dream.

Your 22th birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

He made this ^^

This pictures was taken on the very worst month for me,

Everything was almost ruin, DearDear, let me tell you something,

I actually happy for what had happened, because that time our relationship was getting worst,

you dont care about me, same with me either, I feel that we are very far to each other even you were sitting beside me, disaster happened, that time then I realized that you actually love me so much, I never knew that, or maybe because I've left then you just realized that I am actually a precious for you. You know, I am happy that you tried your very best to win my heart back ?

You know how much I touched when you ask for my forgiveness, and you did so much thing for me..

DO you know that I make me fall for you again?

Dear, thank you for finally realized that I am important for you.

Thank you for fight for our love and make it more stronger than before.

thank you :')

You helped me celebrate my birthday at Kasih Sayang Resot,

It was the most Birthday I ever had in my whole life.

Sometimes, even a simple outing meant a lot to me.

For a very first time You made this to me..

The boy and the girl.

2011 New Year with you and friends at Karambunai

Our 3rd Valentines together <3

In my eyes always have you.

Our 1st anniversary <3 <3

Our 2nd anniversary,

and I made this video for you!

Dear Dear
I don’t think I could ever describe the way I really feel about you. I am so blessed for being the one you chose to be with and it’s a privilege to love you and to take care of you.
I want to be by your side forever, to lay with you and hear you breathing, watching you sleep. You’re so gorgeous! I never get tired of looking at you. Your beauty mesmerizes me. And our children are gonna be so beautiful because they’ll have you as their father :)
You’re the only one that I picture myself with in the future.

Thank you for being so caring, loving and patient.
Thank you for being my partner in crime :)
I love you.
Happy 3rd years anniversary to both of us.
Let make it works til the last breath. last words, 我比你爱我，还要更爱你。:')

Happy 3 Years Anniversary!!!!

My Valentine ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-02-18T21:23:00.002-08:00

Every year of 14th February, every couple will get some time to accompany their gf/bf on this lovely day ♥

I am not an exception, I had a wonderful Valentine with my wonderful boyfriend, even we were just had a simple dinner, it mean a lot to me.. Get surprises is not the point on Valentine's Day, but the point is, who were you passing this lovely day with. For me, I don't care about any surprises or flowers, the most important is the boyfriend will accompany me..

This is the 3rd time, we passed our Valentine together.. ♥

It is always you..

It was my FIRST Valentine, and He was my FIRST VALENTINE

I still remember you were ordered roses from a shop and you wanted to surprise me, and you did not tell me about it.. And asked the shop to send it to my house..
That night, we 2 went out for our dinner, in the car I felt that he was acting a bit strange..
But I can't figure out why,
when we were watching movie, suddenly.. He said
"I don't believe you didn't took any picture of it.." and I was like.. "huh? What pictures? My self shot pictures got lah".. I saw his face became more weird, and finally he said it out, why he was keep acting weird,
"Weii ! You didn't received my flower meah?" I answered "what flower oh?"
He said "I did sent flowers to you worhh !!" I said "where got!!"
And he said "nevermind lah :("

After few days, when we were going out again, I saw flower in my neighbor's house rubbish bin,
and my boyfriend told me "that was the flower that I ordered" he gave the wrong number house to the shop..
what touched me was, he went to the rubbish bin, and searched for the card that he wanted to give me :')

I'll never forgot about this.

PS:// The pictures above was taken 3 years ago, and I know I look like an ugly duck :(

My Second Valentine, and HE was still the one

The Valentine's day on that year was fell on first day of CNY,

we still celebrated it..

And this year is our third year Valentine ♥

O M G ! It's been quite while, i was kinda afraid, if one day, he is not the one who accompany me on this day, anyway, I would just cherish every second, minutes, moment with him..

Dear, thanks for those years valentine.. You know I love you right?

Hopefully, you gonna be my Valentine FOREVER :)

I love you, you love me.
I love you too BoyBoy :)

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

难受

2011-02-07T23:12:00.000-08:00

心里觉得好难受好难受，有心事但却不能告诉任何人，我也不懂要把这事情和谁说，那种感觉真的很辛苦哦，可以给我一点提示吗？我真的不知向谁诉苦。

有个某某人，正经在我心目中值得我尊敬的人。原来，他却不是我想像那么棒的一个人，当我发现这件事情的时候，我对他彻底的失望。我希望，我从来都不会发现这件事，让我永远都尊敬他，我现在没办法面对他。

昨晚，我静静地哭了起来，好希望我亲爱的可以在我身边，拍拍我的头，安慰我不准再哭了，告诉我，会没事的。我这个时候真的好需要他哦。

PS://某某人不是我男朋友，请别误会 :)

Crazy Week !

2011-01-31T03:19:00.000-08:00

Last week was crazy-hilarious-sot-retard days for me and my classmates,

Having test continuously, Crazy lectures tho..

I Love you all !!

KFC time everyone :D

Erghhh !!

Kiss me hard hard babehhhh *smooch*

This is what I'm doing lately,

I wanna become slimmer before CNY

I really work very hard to become slim LOL

Two retard !

Boobies everyone?

Retard?!?!?!?!?!?!

Spot me if you can :D

Wheeeee~FUGLY?

From the left, Yvonne, Carrie, Me and Bibian :D

Lastly, I wanna wish HAPPY Chinese New year to who's celebrating it..

Chaoooooooooooooooooz!

Failed on Being A Good Girlfriend :(

2011-01-23T23:14:00.000-08:00

The Failure :(

I am failed for being a good girlfriend, even it was only a very small case but I didn't manage to do it perfectly.. Very disappointed with myself!! Sigh to da very max! I think I am the only girlfriend who does not know how to take care of her boyfriend.. You all must be very curious why am I saying so right? fml YES! It is not wrong at all.. I FAILED.. The boyfriend was hit by something on his head while he was working, and wounded.. And there's certain foods he cannot eat or the wound would take long period to recover or even worst it would be getting more serious.. I'm mad at myself when I forgot what he cannot eat, we went to eat and we ordered "Wan tan Ho" I totally stupid and forgetful, he cannot eat EGG! Why can't I remember even this small thing? WHY?!! Why am I so stupid?!! And dear, I was not mad at you when you were talk a bit rough way with me, because I knew I deserved to be said like that, I was just very angry, mad with my stupidself !! I was feeling like wanna slap at my this stupidself.. I'm sorry dear.. When I was sick you never failed to take care of me, but when it's my turn to take care of you, I didn't even help anything.. Dear, you know how much my heart feel the pain when you told me that you were hit by something on your head, and when you showed me your wound?? I feel so pain in the heart.. It was like a knife was stabbed my heart repeatedly.. You know how much I wish I can reduce your working stress?? Do you know how much I wish to help on your working thinggy?? Dear, I beg you to take a very good care of yourself, please don't get any wound again.. okay? You seriously make me worry, do you know that?? You know how much I love you? And if you love me too, please take a very good care of yourself.. Okay? So happy that you told me that you still very happiness even your girlfriend not take a very very good care of you.. Thank you my Dear :')

Dear, once again.. I AM SORRY :"(

My BFFs :D

2011-01-19T05:54:00.000-08:00

I am in a very pain condition now due to the menstrual cramp. I HATE YOU!
The worst thing is, my mom don't even let me to take shower.. FML? It is ridiculous man!!
Never mind, will just take shower tomorrow morning before headed to school..
I left earlier from school today, because I was seriously feel pain..
Feeling like I'm going to give birth.
LOL I don't even know the feels of giving birth.
or may be god wants us to train ourself feel the giving birth's pain..
So that, on the day we want to give birth it does not so pain.. LOL

Can I ask something?
Why Only girls having period but NOT BOYS?

Went out with my OLD FOLKS yesterday
Met my Jia Yi, Michael Liong and Tan Cho Kwan..
Chilled at Ipoh Town and mentioned back our old time memory..
I was keep laughing, I was kinda crazy last night.. hhahahahah
They're my bestie when I was in Secondary school..
Jia Yi was my super BFF before,
we're friend since we were 13 years old,
If recall back, it was so funny, me and Jia Yi always hold hand together,
Go in the toilet together, even texting and talking in the phone very frequent before..
Very very very very frequent.. My daddy even thought I have a boyfriend and he
scolded me, asked me don't keep playing with my phone.. Dad, you was funny..
Met my Jia Yi again, I miss her soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! <3
Hopes we'll gathering like that again. Mwacks ^3^

"I hope we'll be friends forever, together we'll always be. I don't think you understand just how much you mean to me. And one day when we part our ways, we'll think back to the past and think about how happy we are 'cause our friendship will always last."

Be my VBFF forever, will you? Please don't mad at me for posting this picha my Dear Jia Yi ;)

Celcom GREAT SALE is back and it's bringing you the best deals ever! Head over to #CelcomGreatSale today!

2011-01-16T22:56:00.000-08:00

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This Post have no Name ! LOL

2011-01-14T00:22:00.000-08:00

Hellow humanssss! It is Friday!

I love Friday.. YAY! ^^

This days I am getting used to wake early in the morning, after 2 months holiday,

Waking up around 6.30am and getting ready to school.. Sometimes, I am feeling like laying on the bed and lazy to wake up, but i still force myself to awake or else I will be absent on school day, and its sucks, because I'll be barred from sitting for exam if I absent too much. :( Yeah! I know its SUCKS!

Well, This Sem's subjects are about calculation thinggy and I HATE IT ! For a very seriously >:(

It is much more SUCKSSS, if there's lecturers which not teaching properly..
YERH!

Okay! Stop with the School Craps! Heheee..

If you view my blog very frequent, you'll know I've changed my background,

I think this is the first time, I am using white background.. Not bad huh? :D

Please say to me "It is not bad Diana" Thank you.. LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL

Bear with me!

I haven't update what I've been doin' last week,

Friday,

Went to watch Paranormal activity 2,

guess what!

Even it doesn't as scary as the Paranormal Activity 1,

But it is still scary, :(

Saturday!

So bad, that the Boyf was sick on Saturday,

Was worry about him,

Because he is not always sick one.

The patient <3

I still drag the boyf to Self shot with me,

even he was sick,

Such an obedient Boyf,

Never rejected me. Mwax!

Hiak Hiak Hiak :D

ARGHH!!

WHUUUU~

Sunday <3

I am seriously FAT ! :(

Done with the last week story,

I want to take a nap, and wish will be going out later,

It is been four days I didn't meet the Boyf. :)

Byes!

See ya'll again on the coming post !

Love ya ALL !

12 January 2011

2011-01-12T03:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Anniversary to both of my parents ♥

Yesh! I have to admit my parents kinda old thinking way,

Still on the Black & White trend I guess,

They always told me do not to do this and that..

I never really put inside my heart..

Because I always know, they care me a lot,

You 2, made ME !

You two are such a lovely couple.

Every morning before my daddy left for working,

He never missed to hug and kiss my mom,

And telling her, he's going to work,

take good care of us at home.. Aww~

I am not born in a rich family,

but having them as my parents bliss me a lot..

They always bringing smiles, laugh and happiness to me and my other siblings.

Thats why I am a go lucky girl who never actually feeling sad or stress :D

Mommy & Daddy,

I wish you to will be like this ♥

First Week Of School Day :)

2011-01-07T20:49:00.000-08:00

Everyone who still studying, sure have started class this Monday right? :)

So how was the first week?

How was my first week? Not bad actually..

Just this week half of the subjects will be calculation stuff,

I am very poor in calculating.. Seriously :(

I can't wait for Sport Day,

I might become Dark, but no worries because I'll use any methods to prevent getting dark,

I wish to participate in cheerleading ! YAY!! So likeyyy !

That's all, just wanna update about my school thinggy,

Will update more when I get pichas from the boyf!

ByTheWay, Paranormal Activity 2 doesn't really Shock me ~~I didnt turn off the light when I'm going to sleep~~

~~after watched it last night.~~. LOL

AweeMazingly 2011

2011-01-03T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hey world, it is 2011..!!! :D

Okay! Lets start the my Amazing and Awesome(A&A) New Year Eve Ever!

Karambunai, that's the heaven we been for our new year,

It's a beautiful beach, seriously!

We were countdown our new year at Karambunai,

It was so hilarious, dancing on the stage middle of the beach,

Everyone were so happy and enjoy their night!

I am not exception to rock that night,

(count sown-ing) 5, 4, 3, 2, 1... HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Shack hand with people around and not gonna miss to hug and kisses for the boyf

I enjoyed my night..

Pictures are frozen moments that were captured,

Gee~ Gee~

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :O

Speech for my boyf: My Dear Dear, thank you for your care the whole year of 2010,

You did a very great job as a boyfriend, even you failed once, or might twice before, but you still managed to got a magnificent mark again..

Becoming your girlfriend is the best thing that ever happened to me,

I love you, remember that always.. ♥

1111 ♥

Lastly,whatever happens in life,every year,every month,everyday,every minute or second.The only person who has the best relationship with is you with yourself.So,start loving yourself before you love others.Its always not to late to start,its the 3rd of Jan of 2011 anyhow.There’s 362 days for you to start loving yourself.Treat yourself right,communicate with yourself,learn about your body and live a happy life.That’s what matters isn’t it?Gather up your feelings,in this year 2011,again we keep learning,gaining,losing,loving,falling,rising,continue what’s in our life cycle that it happens naturally,good things or bad things that we can’t stop it from happening but at the end of the day,you have a choice to treat yourself right.

Welcome 2011

2010-12-30T14:35:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone! !!

Today is 31-12-2010, which mean it is the last day of 2010,

Say Goodbye to 2010 and Welcome 2011 :D

Have you all already think, what have you all done this whole year?

Did you do anything for yourself or for others?

Did you get what you've wanted this year?

Are still don't even know what you were doing and just passed day like that?

Time really flies that fast, I feel CNY just passed yesterday, LOL :D

Seriously, please don't waste any time, once it has wasted, you wont able to grab it back,

How cool is that if we would be have a time machine, could just go back and change or correct

anything that we're not satisfied with.. Apparently, God did not invent something like that..

If do got something like, I wish to back and correct everything.. LOL

After today, it will be a new year, a new BEGIN, a new life again..!

What have you lost today, get it back in the new year,

What have you achieve to, try to achieve more!

Yea! we have to be greedy to become human, or someone else will grab it from you!

And I am greedy to have Love and also Money.. Wakakakakaka *evil laugh*

One of the most common New Years resolutions for teens is to improve their grades.

Here there is my Resolution or Goal for my New Year : :)

1. Lost Weight I've gained like 10kg this year! Hell Yeah, I am fat! Shot me *bang*, I want to lose my weight till at least 40kg, I dont mind to be a stick because I am not willing to be fat :(

I will do more exercise and eat more vegie than meat.. Can Cheese Cake and Ice Cream become Vegie? :(

2.Save Money I have a very bad habit, I love to waste money, every time I received my payment I will use it for shopping or whatever, I just can't help myself, please stop me, sometimes, I bought something but I never used it, how wasting I am right? I wish my mom wont give me allowance to school and help me keep it, it can helps me in losing my weight too right?

3. Be Good Student I am consider a good student tho, just my sometimes I lazy to listen to the lecturer then I'll sleep in the class and dreaming about my Romeo, when I woke up, my saliva all on the table.. *joking* ;) and not forget, I want to do my homework or assignment on time, no more rushing, because doing work at the last minutes cant gives you perfect mark and also perfect outcome.

4. Be happier I want to beeeeeeeeeee More happier, friends always call me a Hyper girl, but I want to be more, because I feel like I sad a very lot this year and wanna pay it back in the new year..

5. Be a better person I don't know whether I am a nice person or not, but I just feel, I am not good enough, I feel I never treated people good.. I want to be a good person! ^^

6. Spent more time with family I am a bad daughter, I know I less spending time with them this year, I am sorry Mommy and Daddy, but I will try my best to accompany you all when you all needed me :) *try k?*

7. Look forward Seriously, till now I still can't totally forget what've my bf did before, I am sorry dear, I just can't. But in this new year, I will try my best to forget about it and also the bad memories I have. I will vanish all of it, and spent more quality time with you.

8. Do more thing for the boyf I feel like, I dont do much thing for the boyf, Dear, I will try the very best of me to do more sweet and lovely things for you.. :)

9. Be fairer I became very 'black' I mean dark, my skin look like a nigger, Gosh! Will apply more lotion before going out :)

Okay! These all are thing that at least I have to improve!

What about you all?

Mind to tell me what your resolution this new year?

I would like to know :D

A Very Happy New Year everyone

Enjoy your New Year Eve Tonight <3

♥冬至节快乐♥ Happy Dong Zhi (Winter day)

2010-12-30T03:11:00.000-08:00

This post should be posted last week, but I just got the Pichas from the Boyf :)

Every year Dec 22th (occasionally 21th) is Winter Day 冬至。On this day, Chinese tradition is to make Tang Yuan 汤圆.. Well, normally we will eat this food called “汤圆” or in English called “Tang Yuan” It is actually made of flour. We normally put some flour on our hand and rub it become small round shape. Then, put all the “Tang Yuan” into boiled water. You can add some sugar into it and become “Tang Yuan Soup”. Anyway, I prefer the dry “Tang Yuan” and put some peanut powder on the surface of “Tang Yuan” and believe me, it tastes so nice until licking your finger.

And The Picture below showing, is dry “Tang Yuan” and put some peanut powder on the surface of “Tang Yuan”.. This was made by the Boyf, due to I am not Chinese, so my family doesn't have this kind of celebration.. But the thoughtful Boyf, made it for me, because he was afraid that I wont grow up.. LOL :D

Thanks Dear it was really sweet of you ♥
I really appreciate the things u do for me, Thanks for being a great Boyfriend

He is showing his own made Tang Yuan

And he asked, "Am I romantic?"

I answered "Yes you are my dear.."

Keep being the most sweet Boyfriend ever..

Okay?

Reluctant to eat it,

Because hard for him to do something like this,

especially things to be eat..

Precious this much,

Hearts

This is how it's look like..

Filled with loves..

The Couple :D

England VS Switzerland

Who'll bee the winner? ;)

Ouh Yahh!!

Not to forget,

Wishing,

Happy Belated Dong Zhi (Winter day) to who celebrating it..

Ouh-Kay, Tomorrow will be New Year Eve,

31-12-2010, last day of 2010..

Means after tomorrow, we'll have a New Year,

Have you all already started think about your New Year?

What will you do in 2011 year?

Have you already done what've you haven't?

Magical and Blissful Christmas

2010-12-28T23:46:00.000-08:00

Magical and Blissful Christmas

"A priceless moment is when the person that you have fallen in love with,

looks you right in the eyes to tell you that they have fallen in love with you."

I had a wonderful Christmas this year, actually my Christmas was just passed with a very simple occasion, but that's not the point, the point is who are you passing it with,

I am so grateful, this year is the 3rd year I am passing my Christmas with the BoyF,

And I think it's gonna be a must to pass this precious day with the precious one.

I received an iPad and a Gold Couple Ring as my Christmas present,

I was actually pissed,

curios why should the boyf give me such a very expensive thing as a present.

I never wanted he give me an iPad or whatever, i just wanted a very meaningful present,

that could make me remember him.. and the ring what I've wanted..!

Anyway, I still glad to have the iPad, it's from

him right?

My lovely iPad with Hello Kitty case

and the Gold Ring ♥

This is I heart the most! ♥ ♥ ♥

I love Christmas because for me, Christmas is a day for we enjoy and happy,

forget all the sad things..

I feel very appreciate to the boyfriend,

what I can I say is thank you for everything ♥

Nothing much to say, will post the pictures that I took on the Christmas Eve and also on the Christmas Day.. :)

Christmas Eve:

O-Kay! The couple is showing off their iPad

She's is super high after got the iPad and ring ==

Non stop with singing the Christmas song,

a bit annoying .

Bear with her :)

Joecy the Girl :D

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Christmas Day, 25-12-2010:

"You know it's love when you want to keep holding hands

even after you're sweaty."

I can feel your love ♥

Spot his hand,*ring*

and I think this angle not bad huh?

Camwhoring addiction ^^

Ohhh My Goshhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

This is so cute.. He is cute isn't he?

Spot my ring? YAY!

Taken by the boyfriend, his angle skill sucks

add with my face problem,

this pict doesn't look like what I've wanted.

The Hello Kitty addiction..

LMAO

Random me! LOL

Random me again?

LOL?

I look not bad in here, but him?

My gosh dear, You're FAT!

Random me again!!

Bear with the 'random me'

LOL

oukayyy! This is not gonna be random pic,

focus on the hat! I love it,

Not bad huh?

And the BoyF said I look Foreigner..

Am I?

Tada! That was pictures from the Twinkly Twinkly Christmas,

Yes! From there can you feel how happy am I,

I am happy and bliss..

Lastly

...

....

Me and my boyfriend wanna wish you all

a very Marry Christmas!!!!!!

and also a Happy New Year.. :)

♥ ♥

2010-12-22T06:47:00.000-08:00

Yes, of course I still remember

"Flowers that can keep your smile but it does pressure you. :)
however, i just wan to the you
Those moments is memorable.
hopefully it cheer you up when you recall. Crazy little diana:) hope everything going fine." - .....

Times really heals everything, I wish you could be my brother someday,

I love you and miss you as a brother,

All the best brother, <3

ELVA蕭亞軒

2010-12-21T23:40:00.000-08:00

2010-12-17T22:42:00.000-08:00

NOOOO One Understand me :(

Seriously, no one really understand what I feel,

Yes, it is true, I smile and laugh a very lot,

But do they know which was real and which was fake?

NO..! NO ONE KNOW, seriously no one,

Sometimes I laugh with sadness and depress in me,

But I guess no one realize that..

~~"There's actually someone out there understand me"~~
I failed convince myself.

because, the fact is, NO ONE..

I am not always emo, but idk why,

i keep emo-ing recently.

I still smile,

But, not every smile of mine is genuine smile.