Suddenly he asked for movie,

Inside the car.. On the way to Cp..

Damn! My tears was welling up like what only..

And he saw it.. *like wanna commit suicide that time*

How can I cry front of him!!

He crapped a lots.. Talked so many things..

All is about $$$$$ !!

He told something that really hurt me..

Really hurt.. This is not ordinary hurt..

Like so many knife was stabbing my heart..

If you wanna teach me something..

No need to say till like that, Please~

I'm your Gf ok.. Got feelings one..

My tears almost welling up,

But we was in a Japanese Restaurant..

I forced myself to dont cry..

Forcing yourself to dont cry harder than

forcing yourself to cry.. T_____T

Now my heart feel empty,

feel like no feelings anymore..

It's really too much..

I hope I can let him go..

This can reduce my suffer..

I hope really can..

Why dont you just choose anyone better than me??

Why wanna choose me this rubbish??

Haixxx~~ I thought i wont through all this again T_T

If you together with me, make you suffer..

Just tell me, i will let you go..

because I love you

and I want to see you get your real happiness..

Not with me this useless shit..

I'm Lost

On 20-12-2009 Sunday

I can feel that's something bad would be happen soon..

My Dear sent me to work, Awwwwww~ xD

Really happy, Miss him alot.. >___<

Work~~ Actually I hate it..

I rather accompany my Dear than work,

But What can I do.. Money is the most important thing,

to be continue live in happiness

Without money, you're nothing.. This what is life..

After work, as usual he came fetched me again.. Awwwwwwwww~~

was Going to his sis b'day party.. *HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS*

Girl instinct are always right..

He told me something that make me.. Huh!

Feel like that's meaningless I need to be together with him..

All my work hard are no value any more...

I almost wanna give up.. Wanna let him go..

I'm not the girl that's suppose to be with him..

Still lots of girls suit him that several times better than me..

Every improvement has happened to me is because of him,

I want to improve myself,

I want to be with him.. He always telling me,

We need to work harder to improve ourselves..

I'm disappointed with myself.. I have to admit that..

But how could I let you go, I still Love you..

And you Love me too..

I cant give up easily..

This is just a small matter than can be fix..

I wont never ever give up.. Till the day he gives up..

I'll work harder and harder and harder and HARDER..!!

Pursue our 2013-01-04.. Now it has become, my biggest dream..

And I've found out, so many obstacles we have to through..

I am stronger than before, Dear.. No need to worry..

I hope you'll be by my side to, accompany me..

Get through all this.. I know I can, And I know you can..

I need you.. Really need.. I want to prove,

You're right by selected me..

Today is 21-12-2009,

it has been 20 months we spent time together..

Laugh together, sad together, smile together,

Share our things together..

Cry on your shoulder,

quarrelled because of silly things..

Joking and kidding together, Movie-ing together,

Playing together.. All we did together, always be remembered..

It wont be forgotten.. Forever, I swear and promise..

You are my cutest and handsomest prince ever while

I' m your ordinary princess.. That has nothing..

Except my Love on you..

No one Love and Miss you like I do..

Have to stop crapping before my tears welling up again..

hate it because it SUCKS!!

Just expecting Christmas and New Year~

Gonna pass it with my Dear ^__^

The only thing can make me happy now..

Finally I can update my blog,

Almost 2 months I didn't blogging,

Becau lar, sen ka.. I dont know what have he done to my computer.

Stop talk about that sen ka, later make me burns again.. >___<

Within this 2 months, so many things that happened on me,

but I'll short it.. Make it like a synopsis.. haha xD *wink*

Me and minnie obsessing wanna dye our hair, ==

Lame right? then like this people will start look us as adult..

I also sometimes bring Minnie go out with me and Ah boy, haha..

I love my Minnie, *kiss-kiss* (^+^)

Boyboy made surprise for me,

This guy sometimes really can make me feel touch owh, *damn betul*

Short enough mah?

because I'm not really remember what was happening in this 2 months.. =="

Stay tune,will update soon

more interesting

story from

my life

*wink*

Me And Minnie




She's not well, Dont Blame her




Uiseh~ Got ppl act cute bah..



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Minnie SUCKS!


we're crazy!




what happened to her?




Guess who's that (?)

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This morning went to DiGi Office with Minnie,
Reached there, I feel abit weird, why less ppl
ididnt see any DiGi promoter, I called Elma,
*shit* training not at 8o'c am but 8o'c pm
Alalalala~ So shamed
Like wanna bump my head on the wall
The things like also can make mistakes

Back to school again,
But I take my breakfast a food Court first
hehehe ^^

After that Me. Minnie and Ah vee,
Went to DORAEMON
Really sienz oh~
Ah vee lost RM150
Walao, Can buy few T-shirt edi..

Meanwhile, waiting for ah vee and Xiang playing
Me and Minnie,
went to some small room that can be call toilet
snapping... Wakakakaka xD

We do many crazy things
Keep laughing,
Keep making Minnie smiling,
Coz, she quiet moody today.
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21-10-2009

Today 18th month together with my sweetheart

I Miss damn much, Just dont really show it only

I want go out with him

meet him, kiss him, hug him

but I need to work this week

He dont really happy coz i just work,

I didnt accompany him for 2 weeks edi..

Sorry dear *sad*

I just know I miss You very much

Mwackzz *kiss*

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On 26-09-09 Satuday

I was working as DiGi Broadband promoter on the day

I get lots of friends ^^, all of it are DiGi employees

the employee that most attracted me is Sherly(real name is Awang)

He is Gay==" But very friendly.. I dont know why he want tell me his secret,

He told me lot, But those questions are secret, or you all will feel..

What The F**K

Hehehe He kind like to play, He entertained me lot..

I dont feel boring working on the day..

Not just him accompanying that day, still have

Abigail, Ai Ling, Pei Yuan, Kenneth, Ah vui, Eddie(he interest with me, but not my test, sorry)

and more.. I forgot their name.. Sorry dude~

And I saw Chun Fah on that day too, I was intersted with him before..

Wakakaka xD He still looks cute,

He asked me to text him.. But.. Till now didn't find him yet.. =(



Finished work, I got second round..

Elmer fetched me to Minnie's hse to get ready,

Really funny, while I was showering, Minnie Together with me in the toilet,

I keep laughing.. xD

Dont know why, if together with Minnie wont stop laughing punya,









Our next destination is ICE BAR!

Walao!!! really awesome lar, the bass, the light, liquor,

Like it pretty much >o<>

Just reach Ahvee direct want me SAI

Huhu~ Minnie gone with Ah Oi,

Haiz~ That 2 must go dating

I did something that Ah Vee, Ah Liew, Qing Tian them thought I dont know..

They really shocked.. Hehehe ^^









Not so long, i really high inside there.. dancing with Ah Liew..

After that drink lagi.. Minnie bu tiam liao..

Funny lar her, Gila liao.. she dont know what she doing edi..

Drunk, never see her like that before, walk also not straight liao..

Minnie~ Minnie~

Fucking Awesome that Ice ROOm..

Damn cold lar inside, I was shivering inside it..

Not more than 5 min go out.. Can't stand stay inside it., x_x









After that we all crazy girls dance

Walao wei~ Syok oh~ Never feel that happy and crazy

like that before.. We Keep shaking..

Eva, Minnie, Ah Xiang And me.. We all hugging each other..

Cant describe that feeling that time..

Just Fucking syok lar..

Go clubbing with sisters more better with those guy..

Sienz de.. Dont know dance..

While we are dancing, wanna dun xia lai..

What the funny here, after dun xia I dont see Minnie,

manatau.. He shui di(slept on the floor) liao

Tuular Minnie, drink lagi.. drink.. She really tough girl lar

drunk liao still wanna dance.. And continue dance..

We all keep shouting, shaking, drinking,hugging, and kissing tuu..

Wakakak xD just kiss on the face lar..

Ah xiang shirt fall down and can see her bra liao

really sot till what also dont care liao

Extremely funny see ah Xiang..

Wakakakaka xD



Minnie Drunk liao..

think it back can laugh till tears also come out... :D





Heading home, Ah Vee vomit o..

Alalalala~ But me and Ah Xiang stiill dance inside car..

not enough bah.. They want home liao..





On the day I did feel a bit lack of love

Because of that lust girl lar..

Haiz.. I's oklar..

At least I enjoyed my Awesome night ever..





Pictures




">Put your hands up! put your hands up!
Let's dance my dear Minnie!
Love to Drink~ Inside ice Room
Cheers~~
I don't even remembered, what the hack I'm doing =="
Don't senka eh Diana, The couple wanna take pict, spoil only.. Addict to dance ==
Diana! Stop drink already, later become like Minnie, shui di tuu xD
my Girl Minnie
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