This insecurities is killing

HELL YEAH ! I've been distracted by this matter for barely a week, this insecurities and jealousy is just killing me deeply. This is not just because of the insecurities or whatever, it is also about what have you did to me, and it is still haunting me.. It leaves scars okay! Take note of that you boy.. I think I am scared of losing you, gonna kill myself for typing this so, making confession here, I love you so much.. At the same time, I hate you, unfortunately this hate leads me more to loving you.. Damit ! Could you just make me feel safe?!! I never asked anything from you, just some security.. Idk why, i can't truly trust you for what I've been through..  SERIOUSLY ! I think you didn't really get what I want.. I feel so pathetic of myself. It is not a breaking news anymore, we had the same problem every year, i can't believe this, it comes to us every year on July.. I wish it would be ended soon, because i am pretty sure, i am exhausted for this.. Please do some effort.. okay? But at the end of the day, you’ll never understand how do i really feel. Never did, never will.

Btw, My 20th birthday is coming, on 3rd of Aug.. Hell Yeahhh ! I feel not really wanna celebrate my birthday.. Sigh.. Thinking just have a swim on my bday, and someone special offer me that.. Thanks :) You cheered me.. Urhmm, I did thought of drunk myself too.. So yeahh.. Gonna be a boring 20th birthday.. Simple is the best.. Am I right ?

-Lastly, I Miss You So Much-

I am the baddest Bitch

#This Post doesn't attaching to anybody, only an opinion of mine :) 

Everyone's grown up, met various kind of peoples, all of them having different personalities. I treat people pretty nice no matter how they have treated me, yet, sometimes you just hard to bear with it, if someone treating you the way are so pussy or bitchy for very frequently, you sure will fed up someday, TRUST ME! Humans do have the limitation, they would also become a bitch once they want to express how they aren't satisfied the way you're treating them. So remember, peoples do will burst one day, so treat people nicely, and people will treat you the same way. I am actually exhausted of keep pampering others feeling tho.  xoxo You know I Love you <3

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#Even an Angel could become a bitch !

Run a Business

Diana is always the best the way she is. 

 You should know that I am running an online business if you did update about my daily life through Facebook. Prettylicious Closet is my online business page, to be honest, a business isn't easy to run if you're not smart enough *I m not smart too* hahahaha Some more, I am still study and I have to be smart on managing my time, till now, I am still fail on managing my time :/. This is only for me to gain experience, for me to earn some small income, my business could be consider as succeed, since I haven't getting any lose income *touchwood* This is not enough for me yet, I have a bigger dream to achieve. I've learned a lot from business, I think it does lead me into mature world, you can't acting like small baby when you're dealing with business, especially with your customers, I have a lot of customers complaining sometimes, but that is what business world is. I do ever been reported as a Cheater too, yet it makes me stronger, and lesson learned. I think I am grown up. Let's do it Diana ! 

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thanks to whom are supporting me all the way on my business, especially the bfie. :)

Tonight going to watch Transformer, and it is Saturday, whoooooooots!! 

God is always with you

Good Morning Fellowssssss! I am so free this few days, that's why you can see I keep of updating my blog, *Hopefully peoples will still drop into my blog and read what is actually I've been through* Something happened to a friend of me, actually, we are not really friend, because we never talked to each other, he is my bfie's friend. He had an accident while working in the Bfie's factory, and doctor advised that his hand have to be cut off. My bfie was very depress that time, I am sorry dear I can't do anything, I do really trying to cheer him up, and I feel, I actually do not have to cheer him, he just wanted me to be by his side. 

I am such a silly girl, ain't me ? 

I am very proud of the guy, he manage to handle everything, he manage to accept this, I prayed for him the whole night on the day he is going to be operate. God sure have his own reason why he chose this. 

GET WELL SOON YEAH !!

The Bfie's Birthday. :)

Just wanna have a short update about the Bfie Birthday on 21 May 2011, because this year is special than the past. I bought something to him. First time bought a meaningful stuff to him, actually his previous birthday presents do meaningful too. Yet, not as meaningful as this one. I earn money for this, didn't eat for this, I kept my expenses that my daddy gave me. At the same time, I can diet too right ? hahaha I actually never thought I can afford to buy this to him, but finally I made it. Congrats to me. I hope the Bfie will love it. It cost RM1050, get some discounts too. Honestly, I never bought such expensive thing for my own. I just want him to be happy. That's all :) ILY ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! Mont Blanc Wallet

He even sleep with it. Just hope you'll like it. I bought such an expensive stuff to you from my first business earns.

 ILYSM ! ♥

♥ Dear Dear, Don't forget to buy me an expensive present too kay ? :p

The most Happiest Trip Ever, HAPPY 3 YEARS ANNIVERSARY my DearDear, Thank For everything ♥ ♥

The bfie organized a trip for both of us. I was not expected I could actually go,

Because my parents were the most hard level to pass, I was very sure they wouldn't let me go. 

So I did not really put to much hope on this trip. 

Few weeks later, The bfie asked me about it again, Idk why I felt I should try to ask my parents about this, 

I am big enough to have a trip, I am no longer 15 years old little girl which you always did not let to go anywhere, mom and dad, I am an adult who knows how to take care a very good of herself. So, I decided to ask my mom first, my mom did not let me go, but I did not care, I purposely forgot that my mom did not let me go, kept telling her that I was very excited of going the the trip.. I knew my mom could felt how am I really wanted to go, and how excited am I about it.. And finally she let me go. Thank You mom.. ♥ 

Big day arrived, 21-04-2011, The day we were going to depart, when my bfie picked me, I almost cry, I never left my parents, my family for more thatn2 days. I was abit reluctant to go. Silly girl right ? I was suppose to be happy, ended I felt like crying. Waving to my mom. This made me realize I could not be apart from my family. 

On the way to airport, I was a bit quite. I might still can't believe that I could go. I felt, sad. 

excited, happy, touched, nervous at the same time. Urgh ! X)

 Before departing :)

We were on the plane, and the Bfie was so sleepy he hates being on the plan

 

Took so much picture with the bfie, we had so much fun.. 

The Best Bfie ever :D 

 

Sunway Pyramid 

Pink Colour VOLKSWAGEN

Seriously, In love with it.  

I Love my Colourful Bikini <3

I was not scared at all, I was very excited to get into that thing.

SUNWAY.LAGOON

On the first day, we went to Sunway Lagoon. Ohmaigoshhh.. I fall in love with this place, it looks exactly like my imagination.. A lot of extreme games, swimming pools, it is just so so so shoooooooooooooooo ! AMAZING . Thank you for brought me to Sunway Lagoon my dear. 

The games I most love the 360 degree. I Love it. It does scared me. Yet I love the feeling. SERIOUSLY. I wanted to play for the 2nd round. But the bfie seems like can't handle it anymore, so i just give up on playing it for the 2nd time. The bfie getting old. :p

Heavy rain stopped us to continue playing, yet, I do really tired alrdy. Walk with the bfie under rain going back to our hotel, because our hotel, just 5 mins from Sunway. Going back direct fell, and sleep. So So So tired playing those extreme games. 

 

Sleeping time. zzzz Snapped by Samuel.

At night went to Steamboat with Samuel. The most awesome thing was, their foods got cute shape like pigs. It just cute. and I love KL life because there are very crowded, even alrdy 12am, there were still jam @@ 

The next day went to Sg. Wang to Shopping. OMG ! Clothes here are just too cheap if compared to KK. As low as rm10 per shirt. Wtf ?!

Why does KK doesnt have this price yea ? Hmm.. I was shopping till crazy, even wanna vomit, I think because I got gastric, didn't eat well since I reached KL. Bought a very lot. Hell Yeah. Just grabbed. I love the feeling of shopping till insane. I was decided of shopping alone, because shopping with guys is so not convenient. Aww! :D :D :D But I almost lost inside :( 

Cam whoring before went out ^^ 

Snapped by the Bfie :) Phewittttt 

Haagern Dasz :D 

DOMO ^^ 

Bought Kinda lots @@

Our Last destination, GENTING HIGHLAND. Aww.. 

It is time to back home. Do you actually believe, I cried on the plan, reluctant of leaving that place. 

hahahahaha. Such a silly girl, the bfie is planning to have another anniversary trip for both of us. 

Can't wait for it. 

I DONT WANNA LEAVE !

Neither one of us are happy of going back. 

WAS A PRETTY SWEET TRIP I HAD. 

ILY Sweetheart :)